Things haven’t been at its best lately.. Wait, who am i kidding.. Going out with people that you enjoy being around and living 5 days a week without needing to think of what to wear/eat/do is pretty much the life my anti-mel loves. My melancholic side has been suppressed a lot lately. But with each passing weekend it gets stronger and stronger.. I like going with the flow, just living life without having to worry about anything or thinking about what is good or bad/right or wrong (i think those are about the same meaning..) In short, living like a zombie..
I am not saying that army is the place i WANT to be, it’s just not that bad of a place overall. Of course being able to sit in front of the television and laptop, eat non-stop and meet friends are better alternatives. Anywho, despite all this.. I feel an emptiness from time to time, wondering if there is more meaning to life. That is when the melancholic side in me claws at the door eager to be unleashed.. When that happens..
I sit facing a screen, typing this..
Hang in there
Always covering you in prayer.