Its been too long since i last post. Seems like a lot has happened. From incidents like OCS/SCS, Signing on with the Navy, Having a new ministry next year and countless of small but significant events(not all army related). I don’t like to say this but i think that i grown up quite a fair bit. Honestly army helped me mature a lot.
Its New Year’s Eve and i am at home. Maybe its an old person thing where New Year isn’t that big of a deal anymore or it could be because i am sick and piled with more than 5 different sickness. Its the biggest combo of illness i have ever had. The thing that surprised me the most was how willing i was to stay home and rest rather than go for WatchNight service which is totally awesome! This growing up thing makes me feel uncomfortable. Never liked growing up. Never liked making decisions base on need instead of want. But seems like it just happens.. Which scares me because what if many changes in me just ‘happens’ and i do not stop to consider if its good for me or not but just let it be because of the circumstances and the influences that people have on me? Sigh… See this is what growing up is like. Got to be watchful and alert all the time.. Actually that’s how a Christian should be too. Ahhhh conviction of the Holy Spirit. Can’t run away from such things.. If you are lost, do not worry. Its just unfiltered thoughts~
Okay thats about it.. PEACE!
